Monday, March 16, 2009

Feeling Anarchical

I think I've got this kind of min dae, holidays coming up syndrome. I don't want to focus and I just want the next ten days to disappear. I certainly don't feel like thinking of politically correct things to put on my blog!
I am looking forward to going up to Jhb. But I am also afraid of the changes that the last two months will have made to all of us. How will I relate to people? And I am afraid of what it is going to be like having to let go again.
I went to the Anglican cathedral last night. The Methodist Church, in its wisdom, feels that I need to do a basic preaching course and part of that is attending worship in two churches outside of your own denomination. I enjoyed the slightly different service - but it really could have been a Methodist church. And being back in a vaguely contemporary context was really nice. Unfortunately, it also reminded me of how much I am missing that context!
Where is God calling me? Do I have the courage to go?

2 comments:

Thomas Scarborough said...

We always suspected you were an anarchist. Now we know. Just don't let the authorities get wind of this!

Jenny Hillebrand said...

Ja well. I wrote quite a lot more in this post and then deleted it!