I know I am just tired. I even think I know why. But it becomes harder to just keep going . . . need to stop . . . time to pray - perhaps be prayed for . . . not to have to deal with below the surface conflict . . . pretence . . .
But it's just a feeling. Hopefully in the near future my PhD proposal will be finalised and that will motivate. We also get a week break during which my family will head to Johannesburg. That will be a holiday, time with my mom, and also time to talk to my 'mentor in ministry'. The tunnel doesn't look too long!