We got the results of our sacraments exam and I passed. Only four out of eleven passed. I don't know what comment to make about that.
One of the phase 1's tripped in the shower this morning and may have broken her leg. So that has been this morning's excitement.
I am struggling with my sense of 'call' at the moment. I am struggling with my reasons for doing things. You know, they say that sticking out phase 1 is a test of one's call. It could also be a test of one's pride and stubbornness. I am finding that I am not motivated by call, but by other things that I subconsciously put in place to just get through. And so I need to ask myself intentionally about call. Because I will get through on plain stubbornness, which doesn't prove much. And encouraging stubbornness in me is probably not a good thing. Right now, I might be on the road to fulfilling my call, but I don't see it in this moment. I have to believe it will be there in the future.
So, I am asking questions about motives.