I wondered what I would learn from my weekend break back in Jhb. I wondered whether I would not want to return to Grahamstown and how I would feel.
I did want to come back. I am not unhappy here and I feel that I can contribute more here than if I gave up on the system and went back to Joburg. Grahamstown feels like home - but my heart is split between here and wherever family is.
There are good people in Jhb and I am so glad that I have had a chance to get to know them and that they haven't forgotten me. I guess I have a renewed appreciation for them.
I am so aware, again, of how good God has been to me and how much he has blessed me. It should be so easy to trust him for the future . . . it is getting easier to trust him.